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i need an answer. shall be breave this time?

Mark told me to be breave this time, but after he know that he is not in the country at the moment, Mark said i shall just give it up. 

he reminds me about dave. the way we met each other was quite simliar as how i met dave. though im pretty sure he is not D. He is more different....yet a gentleman! and his age reminds me D. i cant say it the most thing which captured me....

shall be brave this time? i think Mark was right about that he might not like young boy full of attention for chasing girls. he might concern about other things more...and or, he is just not into me....maybe i just think too much...i shall follow my feeling this time, at least 50% chance there. why am i so afraid this time? he is special...and makes me feel special...